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 I chased after love for too many years. Only to have it end from this very moment forward.

 A phone call to my fiance in tears, over a response I received from my dad in an email.

 Another disappointment, again I felt responsible for his misery.

 My happiness means shit to him. That is the total truth. I can move on now.

 My wedding is too much to deal with, he probably wouldn’t go if he didn’t have to. I know.

 Too many years I chased after love. I can not be held responsible.

 I promise never to rely on you or ask for anything. Ever. I promise. This was my last attempt.

 I am a woman now. I am starting a family of my own. I just wanted you to be proud of me.

 Lord knows how much I tried to show you how much I care. I can’t keep letting you drag me down.

 All I can say is “I’m sorry.” because I have chased after love for much too long.

 You can visit me anytime. I already started to build a beautiful family!

 My family will never have to chase my love, because it will always be abundant.

 ~ Everything will be alright. No worries, fuck it, too many years wasted on bull shit. I’m moving on and I still love. No one can take that from me. … And so I am at peace.